butchijabi:

listen. theres…….every force in the world telling girls that we arent supposed to be attracted to other girls. everything in my life taught me that wanting another girl was gross UNLESS i wanted them because it would be hot for a man

every force in the universe told me that if i was good enough men would want me, but i had to be good enough first. and if i was, then i should cling to that experience for dear life because it was only a matter of time before they got what they wanted from me and my worth would evaporate. 

but when another girl wants you. when a girl wants you she wants you across space and time. she wants you in spite of everything she was ever taught. she wants you from a place in herself that she may never have been brave enough to let into the light. she wants you from a part of herself so pure and raw that theres no room in that feeling for anything she might have done to push it down

wanting another girl is inherently, deeply pure and inherently, deeply vulnerable. and feeling a girl want me that way changed my whole life

if that feeling is a part of u just know that.. like know that it comes from the deepest, purest, most honest part of your soul. if that feeling is a part of you it means that there is a still deep pool inside you somewhere